So it has been far too long since I sat down to write anything, I have been preoccupied with practical tasks and life has been moving along at speed; don’t ask me what I have been up to, I have no idea and couldn’t answer without much pondering and even then it seems strange even to me that I haven’t found the time to put thoughts to the page.
I am sitting today in my local library, I have set out the challenge of booking a pc session there in order to make myself, make time for this. I have a notebook brimming with ideas and things I want to share and if I am not strict with myself I may never get on with it. Starting this blog has given me a voice and a purpose and I really want to make more of it. what holds me back though? Why do I seem unable to prioritise this project?
Oh yes, it is back to that…I have CFS and all activity is hard! Anything outside of normal survival, necessary action is even harder!
Unlike me, if you suffer with this condition, do not beat yourself up for the things you see as failings, as compared to healthy humans, rather celebrate all of your minor acts of life. everything you do is an achievement, anything extra that you do is magnificent.
We will get there, I may not write often but when I do it uplifts me, changes my demeanor and makes me feel good, over time I will learn to channel myself and get into a regular healthy routine.
More to follow…. in time…..eventually!
Chris x
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